APAGALO / IRVING LOZADA (FRIEND)
MI HERMANO, QUE TAN DIFICIL SE ME HACE ESCRIBIR AQUI EN ESTA POQUITAS LETRAS LO QUE SIENTO. SIEMPRE PIENSO EN TI, PERO HAY DIA QUE NO PUEDO DE DEJAR DE LLORAR AL PENSAR EN TI, Y HAY OTRO DIA QUE PENSANDO EN TI SOLO ME RIO DE TODAS TU TRAVESURAS. ME DA ALEGRIA Y TRISTEZA PENSAR EN TI. TAMBIEN COMPARTIMOS ALGO BONITO Y TRISTE. EL 31 DE MAZO DE EL 1998 MURIO MI PADRE, Y EL 31 DE MARZO DE EL 2005 NACE TU HIJA PRECIOSA, LA VIDA TIENE SU MISTERIO Y ESPERO QUE DESDE EL CIELO ESTE PROTEGIENDO A TODOS NOSOTROS AQUI EN LA TIERRA. PABLO AUNQUE DE LA FAMILIA MORILLO MI MEJOR AMIGO ES TU HERMANO "KOKI" SIENTO QUE EL MISMO DOLOR QUE SIENTEN TUS MEJORES AMIGOS Y EL MISMO DOLOR QUE REFLEJA TU FAMILIA. TE QUIERO MUCHISSSSIIIIMMMMOOO.
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#1 Oriole Fan  / Angie Mom Of Christopher Trevizo

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Nunca se olvida..  / Jahaira Abreu (Friend)
Seasons may pass, but your loving memory is never forgotten. You are forever in our hearts, and will forever remain. Jahaira. Close

Thinkin bout you  / Will De Jesus (Brother)

Just had to stop by and write since its been a while i think bout it sooo much, just thinkin bout my problems and how u would have been here to not care bout them LOL its whatever but i heard this song, and it just threw me back that day at wanda's graduation party....when u gave me a cd told me to put it on and it just draws me to tears listening to it....jagged edge - lets get married, not the best choice but what should i have expected lol.... i love you my dude and miss you every day, these what ifs just kill me..........

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Here Without You, by 3 Doors Down  / Wanda (wife)
A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your face
A thousand lights had made me colder 
and I don’t think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face

The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it’s all said and done
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My honey and my moon  / Wanda (wife)

If you weren't real I would have made you up
I wish that I could follow through
I know that your love is true and deep
As the sea

Remember when we first met
And everything was still a bet
In love's game

But right now
Everything is turning blue,
And right now
The sun is trying to kill the moon,

Freedom
Run away tonight

We're made out of blood and rust
Looking for someone to trust
Without a fight
I think that you came too soon
You're the honey and the moon
That lights up my night

But right now
Everything I want is wrong,
And right now
All your dreams are waking up,

We had too much time to kill
Like pigeons on my windowsill
We hang around

Ever since I've been with you
You hold me up
All the time I've falling down

But right now
Everything is turning blue,
And right now
The sun is trying to kill the moon,
And right now
I wish I could follow you
To the shores
Of freedom
Where no one lives

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baseball / Wanda DeJesus (wife)

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Where Lou still starts
And Babe still swings
Where Johnny still sees
and Leo still screams
Where Don still throws
and Mickey still hits
Harry still sings

Original Poem by Mike Stoker 


I know right now, you're playing baseball with all these guys.  I love you.  My Mets didn't get there this year, but I have Faith that we will.  And I know you'll be right there with me as I celebrate. Close

Your picture...  / Wanda Morillo (wife)
Everyday I wake up to your picture
Open up my eyes and there's still you
In the very corner I first placed you
The very same expression that lights up all of my room

Though the colors may be somewhat faded
The smile is almost vanished from your face
As you disappear I reinvent you
From my imagination you'll never be erased

There's no way to bargain with the future
In the end there are no guarantees
Even though you're gone I'll always find you 
right here where I left you, smiling back at me

Every star has a season, a moment, a reason to be
We may watch with regret as they flicker and die 
But at least for one second we bathed in the light of their passing
Your memory is still lasting
Through the years and the distance your image remains
Like the first day I saw you, you'll never be changed
As a token you left me your picture

Every day I wake up to your picture
I fashion you a different attitude
Try to visualize the things you're doing
Not in desperation, just to feel a part of you

There is no way to bargain with the future
What we have in store we can't forsee
Even if you're gone I'll always find you
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With love  / C. A.
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Fix me, Jesus  / Wanda
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I carry your heart...  / Wanda
by ee cummings

i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate
(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world
(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

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My Condoleces  / Angie (Reader)

I don't know you  or your husband. I was in vmejia's website and thought I'd stop by and offer my condoleces to you and your love ones.... I  was really touched by the story.

Wanda, I see you are blessed with such wonderful family. Hang in there and be strong. God Bless you and your beautiful daughter and may pablo rest in peace.

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The Last Time We Saw Each Other...  / Nilsa Ramirez (Friend)

Just three months before you had to let us go, I am happy to say I saw you and said "hello."  We gave each other a great big hug....it was perhaps the biggest one of them all. We were happy to see each other, you asked me "where have you been?" I responded, "neither here nor there....same thing different day!"  I said, "you know working, that's what it's all about."  He replied "same here, asi es la vida del pobre, trabajar y tratar de encontrar tiempo para gozar!" Ironically, the fact that I had to get back to work cut our conversation short.  As brief as it was, I really felt like he was an angel from up above....reminding me that yes, work is important, but we must never forget to enjoy our lives and everything that it has to offer us.  I will never forget that one conversation I had with him in November 2004, your memory will live in my heart forever more.
Love Always.....Nilsa

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amigo mio  / MARIA ELENA FORMEZA (FRIEND)

Yo tengo muchas amistades pero poco "AMIGOS " y me duele que dios te llevo a ti. Nuestra amistad fue diferente a las demas, siempre habia ese respeto sin palabras.  Tu siempre fuiste "neutral" cuando se trataba de sierto temas, nunca opinaba.  Por eso y mucho mas te quiero y siempre te quere. Me recuerdo la semana ante de tu partida te dije "PABLO, AL FIN SOY FELIZ",  Y ME CONTESTATE " ME ALEGRO PORQUE TU TE LO MERESES, I LOVE YOU".  Thank YOU for being YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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UN PENSAMIENTO EN CUAL MEDITAR  / MICHAREN SOTO (PRIMA)

   Si creemos que Jesús murió y resucitó, así también traerá Dios con Jesús a los que durmieron en él. Por lo cual os decimos esto en palabra del Señor: que nosotros que vivimos, que habremos quedado hasta la venida del Señor, no precederemos a los que durmieron.  El Señor mismo, con voz de mando, con voz de arcángel y con trompeta de Dios, descenderá del cielo. Entonces, los muertos en Cristo resucitarán primero. Luego nosotros, los que vivimos, los que hayamos quedado, seremos arrebatados juntamente con ellos en las nubes para recibir al Señor en el aire, y así estaremos siempre con el Señor. Por tanto, alentaos los unos a los otros con estas palabras.

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te recordaremos  / Romulo Frias(momito) (amigo)
pablo.hace un aÑo que te fuiste y aun duele como si fuera el primer dia.y te recordaremos por siempre y para siempre. Close

te fuiste volando al cielo como la paloma blanca que eres  / Yesira Morillo (sobrina)

tio pablo te fuiste al cielo dejando la tierra ,
a tu familia,amigos e hija .
es duro acepter la verdad de que tu no estas.
yo todavia no creo que estas muerto por que para mi vives
en mi corazon y mente siempre.
yo se que estas en el cielo por que siempre eras bueno y lo seguiras
siendo siempre tio querido.
aveces es dificil entender como Dios hace las cosas en nuestra vida
aveces es dificil entender como personas tan malas en este mundo no mueren tan facil y la gente buena se va del mundo tan rapido
tio querido donde quiera que te encuentres espero que estes bien y nos cuide a todos desde alla arriba y algun dia nos volveremos a ver

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I feel so sorry  / Mooni Jam (Reader)
I dont know anyone from this family but i got attracted to Sam website and throught it i came her. I read the story of the loving family and i really felt so sorry to end Pablo life in this way...

Wanda you have a great daughter and always think she is the continuation of her father life....  I felt pain in my heart and i really wish you both all the happeness through your life i guess you had enough of pain. Close

My first Christmas in Heaven  / Wanda Morillo (wife)
By Wanda Bencke:

My First Christmas in Heaven

I know how much you miss me
I see the pain inside your heart
But I am not so far away
We really aren't apart
So be happy for me dear ones
You know I hold you dear
And be glad I'm spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year
I send you each a special gift
From my heavenly home above
I send you each a memory of
My undying love
After all "love" is the gift
More precious than pure gold
It was always most important
In the stories Jesus told
Please love and keep each other
As my Father said to do
For I can't count the blessing
Or love he has for each of you

So have a Merry Christmas
And wipe away that tear
Remember I am spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year.

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"No Vemo Mano"  / WIll De Jesus (Brother)
As I sat there on that Tuesday afternoon and ventured into my mind and through the blackened rubble once described as your memories, I explore searching for a reason or a rhyme, many what-ifs and constant why's, but all the time the only thing I find is this rightful wrongdoing, my brother in law is dead, but his daughter ain't do it so my must she suffer, why must we suffer this pain and anguish it seems we cant vanquish got me down bout this life full of drama full of strife but I can't give up, or like he used t say "Cabesa pa Arriba" so I got my head and you can't knock that, got a new daughter that I would give ANYTHING for, wait, his life? Not that. I stand here and ask time and time again but these response-less question just build up, im restless, past due on sleep and I need a direction. So I look up and all that comes to my mouth is "ITS YOUR FAULT" but how he would say �Dios aprieta pero no ahorca� so I stand here breathless from the battle against anger and disbelief, and I keep on fighting cus it's my only relief. Do you know what it feels like to keep trying but knowing that your never gonna get anywhere with it. Yeh I smile, yeh there's joy but thats all superficial all outside decoys. But fuck that, u know what fuck why, just why HIM. my life lost its meaning to me, wouldn�t mind drowning or slittin my arteries niggas is like chill but that shit don't bother me. Thoughts of meeting him in heaven faster ever present in my mind. But I know he's up there and if he were down here he'd be like "Tu ta loco" so I shake off that barbaric idea, but his presence what I need cus he's there in my dreams , in my arms got his seed, as I fall to one knee, comfort's what I heed. I go to the grave wit my sister, is he there does he miss her, wondering what he felt the last day he kissed her. Can you believe I'm the one that has to tell my neice what her dad used to look like. AND it kills me!! When there's no one you can really blame you blame yourself, that's why I torture myself every night I put myself through hell. All I think of is why didn't I save him, I shouldve called that day so I could've delayed him, all these different things I could've done keep re playin, but if he were here he would be saying "Olvidate, porque cuando e tu tiempo." So im just here waiting for my turn light the candle of my life and wait for the years to burn, it wasn"t till the day my neice was born that my heart finally went back to pre-torn. But until that day we meet again, the thoughts of u stay in my head, I'll tuck your daughter into her bed, the 25th I'll always dread, my blood that has turned to lead, will once again return to Red and remembering all the things you said. Only 1 comes to mind. "NO VEMO MANO" Close